We haven't figured out a fulfilling way for solos to be Numenist. The whole religion is built on family and community, on sharing celebrations, rites of passage, and other group activities. Celebrating alone can be (and has been, out of necessity) done,and some celebrations are by nature private, but ultimately, Numenism is a communal religion.

I wish you lived closer, you'd certainly be welcome among us. If we could figure out a viable and sustainable way to offer you all that Numenism has, we would.